I want to write so much right now but I can’t.
Remember, in my first post, where I admitted that it took me a long time to feel things? Yea. Well.
That’s still true.
I know what I should be feeling. Logic tells me that I should be feeling sad, enraged, upset, disenfranchised, confused, hurt, and myriad other things. But do you know what I actually feel?
But mostly the first one.
You see, I respond in extremes. So when super bad things happen- or when super good things happen, I go numb.
And, right now, I am the queen of numb.
The QUEEN, I tell you.
Now. More whisky.